Yet Another Snow Day

I haven't done a thing today because they cancelled classes again due to snow. I feel like a lazy American because that's what I am.

Actually, I helped some people dig their cars out of snow earlier and that felt pretty good. That felt like purpose, like I had discovered the meaning of life.

But then I didn't get any academic work done, so I'm mad at myself.

This is why I can't be in a relationship right now. Because the other person would always have to say, "No, you are worth something," and I'd be like, "No really, look at what I've done." And then they'd just be really frustrated that I would never get it, and we'd both be unhappy.

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